It all seems cryptic at the first glance. You step back and look at the whole thing taking in more than what you must. It gets a little overwhelming, but you get used to it after a while. You try to change, but it is the inevitable. You can't. The power is killing you. You are helpless. You submit. You sympathize with the self. Pity, compassion, sympathy seem mere words that noone can relate to. The world now seems a much cruel place and its inhabitants all monsters. The ones who meant most are to be feared. You have no choices. You must not complain. Blame, insignificance and immaturity are synonymous to you. The once cute to be clumsy reaches its apex of irritation. What was once new is the mundane now. But you must not regress, this is what you are to be. This is what you wanted. Your wishes are now true. The regret is simply the twinge of the conscience. You learn to ignore it. Suddenly, you see that's what you are to do. You find your way out. The reverie ends right here and you wish all that you felt never comes true. Your deepest inhibitions to never surface and remain sunk in the deep ocean of emotion !

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She was sure he'd forget it again. And right she was.
Arpita and Aroh were married happily for 3 years. There life was all roses and pink but the only problem was, their day of matrimony was never remembered by Aroh despite several reminders on the mobile or circling the date on the calendar in a bright red circle on July 1.
July 1, the day both knew happiness and a sense of achievement like never before. Their families had approved a love marriage after much opposition and criticism. And their fairy tale life began until their first anniversary came and Aroh sinned and earned the wrath of his better half by casually exclaiming that - "I don't believing in celebrating just this one day". And so he escaped the following year too.

And if you expected me to continue the story with some shoddy twist, then be prepared to be disappointed, for that was just a prelude to me forgetting my dearest blog's 3rd anniversary. Do wish her well, for I'm waking her up from a deep slumber after several inconsistent posts.

For those who don't know; yours truly can now also be read at www.findnearyou.com and I'm shifting all my music reviews to http://songnlyrics.blogspot.com

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